
I can't believe it's been two weeks already. Van is growing so fast it's bittersweet, I'm exctied for him to get bigger because he's pretty much the only one getting sleep but I'm also loving how tiny he is. He's so much fun and still just a sweet baby, I hope he stays that way. I still am feeling like I'm just babysitting, is he really mine? It's so crazy.
Things we are loving about him:
*The way he stares at us when he's all content
*He always holds my hand especially when he's sad
*His tiny body I just want to squeeze him all the time
*The sound of his hiccups
*Even though it's sad when he cries he makes the cutest face
*The noise he makes when he's trying to cry while sucking on his binki
*He is always smiling when he is falling asleep, it makes me wonder what he is dreaming about. Oh and he did smile at me the other day with his eyes open, Zack doesn't believe me but he did
*He holds his binki in his mouth with both his hands. I think he's afraid we're going to take it from him
*He scans the pages of the books I read him, it's so cute seeing his eyes look all around
*The way he tucks his legs up under his bumb, his legs are so bowed right now I love it
*How he holds his head up and wrinkles his forehead when we are trying to burp him he looks like a little bird looking for food
*His sweet kisses
I'm sure there are many more things I could put on this list if I wasn't dying of exhaustion, I'm just not thinking straight right now.